Whew… It’s been a minute or a very long time, and this is a long overdue post. Not sure if this is a welcome back post but fingers crossed.
We are Nine months into the year, haven’t written any piece for me, nor have I created any content, which I’m not sure I know how to do either but ‘’A Girl’s gotta do what she’s gotta do’’
Heads up, this piece might be scattered and full of errors because I haven’t written any piece for myself this year, I’ve just been surviving… beginning to sound like a broken record…ugh
- Do I know what I want to write? NO
- Do I know where to start creating content? NO
- Do I even know how to create content? NOT SURE
- Do I have an audience on socials? NOT SURE
- Will I give up? NO, NEVER
I’M GOING TO KEEP SHOWING UP AND TRYING TILL I GET IT RIGHT
So, where have I been, what have I been up to? I think I owe you that much…
The truth is, I haven’t been doing anything, there is no big news, no new projects, just the same old me with a growth mindset and a whole lot of dealings with Impostor Syndrome, and as you guessed, a bag full of procrastination.
But in all of this, I’m thankful, grateful, and most importantly happy. Maybe not entirely at peace, but I’m happy.
On this note, I would like to write a letter to the universe for bringing me this far.
LETTER TO THE UNIVERSE
A Girl is stressed, tired, and grateful at the same time.
Things aren’t going as planned but I’m thankful regardless. I’m writing this letter to you to let you know how my year started, what I’m grateful for, and what I’m expecting.
Universe, the year started with a blank slate for me, I was confused and didn’t know the direction I wanted to go with my life earlier this year. It could have been worse, I was worried but I didn’t want to stress at the same time because I know you got me.
I asked and longed for a good sign I think I got it, but dear universe, it can be better.
Universe, I’m grateful for where I am right now, the year started on a great note for me, I can’t lie, I knew where I was this time last time, universe, your girl has grown, is happy, and isn’t scared to take what the remaining of the year has in store for her.
Maybe a little scared, and confused though
Universe, your girl has grown significantly, she isn’t that girl who was timid, or the girl who doesn’t know when to walk away when she isn’t being treated right, I’m in a happy place and have mastered the art of self-love and enjoying my company, my ‘ME’ time.
I’m not being greedy if I say I want more right? 😉
Universe, your girl is now a crybaby, and yet a self-acclaimed big girl, she cries at the slightest inconvenience, which is quite therapeutic, but she needs to stop crying though, it doesn’t fit her strong and selfless aura, dunno, Idan vibesss.😉
Thanking the Universe
Universe, thank you for everything, it’s just the beginning of the year because my 2023 just started on the internet, and I’m this grateful, Alhamdulilah.
Really, I have so much to be thankful for. The fears, the doubts, and the burdens that were troubling me at the beginning of this year are all gone, and I’m truly happy.
I’m thankful for the gift of family, amazing friendships, and most importantly, I’m grateful for the gift of myself, and where I’m at right now.
What I want from the Universe
Universe, I want to be genuinely happy this year, I want to love, and be loved in return (I’m not a preacher of Love, but a girl has to do what she has to), I want to go on vacations, and make massive business growth this year. Universe, I want my first big girl and flourishing purchase(s) this year.
Universe, I want to work with big and well-known brands both nationally and internationally. I want to make my first 7 figures this year. I want to give and help more people this year, (bless me abundantly so I will be able to help people in return).
Universe, I just want to be happy, flourish, and be successful all year round.
I’m trusting you, and believing you got me universe.
Your favorite human